I don’t understand this feeling anymore.
I thought I had it under control.
I thought I was starting to navigate it.
I thought I could predict it.
And then suddenly…
out of nowhere…
I feel it loudly again.
Reckless thoughts.
Wanting more than I should.
Letting my mind wander further than I planned.
It’s no longer contained.
It’s wild now.
Like wildfire
spreading quietly,
until suddenly everything is burning.
And I can feel the heat of it
moving through my body.
What exactly have you done to me?
Seducing me slowly…
with your presence,
your gaze,
your time,
your wordd,
your attention.
And maybe the worst part is
I enjoy it.
More than I should.
I catch myself rolling my eyes,
because somehow
you are winning this round.
You are becoming
dangerously irresistible.
And suddenly I’m back
to the last time I saw you.
Your face.
Your voice.
That mischief in your eyes.
Your hands.
Even the smallest details
I shouldn’t remember…
but I do.
And now I’m left here wondering
what exactly
am I supposed to do
with a feeling like this…
because the last time I saw you
I still had some control.
I’m not sure
that would be the case
next time.
So stop
Before I lose my mind
With Love,
Abii 😜
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