I don’t even understand
How can I feel this much
for one person.
This distance,
This silence
It feels heavier tonight.
I miss you so much it aches.
I’m in the kitchen,
fixing dinner,
trying to hold steady,
trying not to lose myself in the longing.
So I press play on Luis Fonsi & Daddy Yankee,
Despacito feat Justin Bieber
The rhythm sways me
side to side,
as if your body were here,
moving with mine.
And then I remember
You are always so present
You ask all the right questions
You get my jokes
You care for me
You enjoy teasing me
You create time for me
You look for me
You remember everything
You are easy to talk to
You remind me of what it feels like to love
And be loved
But most of all,
I love the way you look at me
Almost like I'm the forbidden fruit
Not sure how it all started, here is the story of how it all began.
Written by Abii